Cak!!
Bapa adalah tunjang sesebuah keluarga, tulang belakang dan segala tulang-tulang yang lain bergantung kepada tulang ini. Especially our own family, start with our daddy..of courselah, kan nya yang propose nak masuk meminang emak kita, mengeluarkan duit belanja, sanggup bersama-sama berusaha ,memulakan sebuah keluarga, sampe we are, who we've become now. Disebabkan segala contribution yang diberikan oleh insan ini, Hari Bapa diisytiharkan pada 19 June, means satu hari ya di dedicate kan kepada bapak kita.
My dad is one fine looking man, he is good looking you all, nengok gambar-gambarnya masa muda, im really proud im her daughter, im more proud when they say i resemble him:)
Tapi lamak dah actually keluarga mek org separate, they divorce when i was twelve, i diam rumah nenek after that, i visit mak sometimes, but then when i grew up, i and my little sister live with mak, my brother live with my dad, so our family scattered everywhere, i only got chance to see him once a month, coz he had to travel anywhere he is required.
Sik lamak lepas ya i knew my dad is remarried with a woman from Sibu, and they had a daughter she named her Nina too, i am daddy's girl you know. At first i thought that ive been replaced, but then on second thought, i think maybe my dad loves me too much that he want her first daughter to be named after me, fair thought i guess.
So since then, i rarely keep in touch with him, maybe because he had new family, or maybe i am jealous with his new family..but i respect the choice he made with his marriage to my mum.
But one thing about bapa, even kmk org jarang jumpa, jarang mok call nya, even raya pun sik bother nak jumpa nya, nya sik pernah marah kmk org, everytime jumpa, he just appreciate the moment, try to fullfill everything we ask, dari segi duit o nak g cne2..bapak pernah kecik ati ngan mek org sebab sik call nya, p mun jumpa depan2 benda ya sik penah di ungkit, n nya mbak guro, mbak cakap, and whatever protest we showed towards him, he handle it well, nya mbak cakap, pahal mcm ya, instead of nya bising madah kmk org tok anak sik kenang bapak kah apa sebab sik cll bapak bila berjauhan..paling-paling pun bapak akan kata "kenak macam ya kaklong, kenak polah bapak macam ya", and his sad/regretful expression sik pernah fail nak melunturkan what ever anger i have inside.
Bagi my other siblings, bapak tinggalkan sidaknya, but they never know, ya lah namanya jodoh, di tangan tuhan, as for me, dah sengan ya jak jodoh nya ngan mak, i believe he want to be the best father in the world, jaga anak-anaknya berik nafkah yang secukupnya, tapi siapa kita yang nak judge if nya sik mampu nak polah semua ya, i believe there is a reason behind it, so nabila or abang if u read this, u know how hard live is, who stand by u if u r in trouble, family. Abang, bapak dh show he cares, masa nya ada duit nya sik lupak, time nya sikda maybe nya sedih juak nya sikpat jalankan tanggungjawabnya..so dont keep blaming him for whatever happen in ur life..anggap jak semua ya hikmah, mun sik susah dolok, u maybe not who u r now, dh mampu berhidup kedirik, kmk dgn mak n biela pun mampu tumpang senang.Lagipun our life will never better if we keep blaming others, if we keep menyesal about the past, its better when we forget the past, think how to make our future better, spread the love, spread the positive thought..
And i know deep inside, we know our family, we know hati budi sidaknya. N we know bapak sik jaik, he made mistake in his life, everybody does, but we know hatinya bait, we know he dont mean it.
So especially to u, bapak, we wish u Happy Fathers Day, we wish u better prosperous and better health, mudahan bapak betul di jalan yang diredhai.amin.
from left(kiri): bapak, yag n ngah
p/s: rasanya tiga2 ada kedak muka bapak, part senyum nyakat ya..hahaha
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